not so much about you

i whiff your scent. 

your breath. 

your stare. 

delusional? nostalgic? 

washing me away as you once again,

 stomp on me. 

time has flown,...

 but your presence, 

as clear as day.

 your physical form, 

far from decades.

 your blurry figures, 

crystal clear. 

the further i dig myself out of the this hole, 

the closer i dig myself back into a cycle. 

never ending cycle that i hadn’t seen before my own eyes. 

pondering as to why. 

however, 

yet full of understanding, 

I continue  

Some of you have already read this one, as I shared it already on my more private account. However, I thought I should be able to share this with world too. I wrote this what feels like ages ago. Personally, I cope with life by writing about it, so here I am hoping that this may help those who resonate not feel so alone and/or even entertain some. It's not really funny, but you know whatever works. ha 

REMINDER for those Ups and downs in life. 

For those going through a down; life will take a turn, always. So you keep manifesting, dreaming big, and working towards it. Consistency IS key, but don't obsess to the point you block your own blessings. Keep an open mind, sometimes the universe just has better in store for you. You're never alone. Make sure you don't keep bottling up your emotions, as it will only do you more harm than good. Release. In any way, shape, or form. Make it beautiful, even better if you could put yourself out there and share with the world. You never know, it may guide and help those in need of it in ways you never even thought possible. 

For those going through an up in life, man savor that bitch like the last slice of pizza in the world. Or whatever your fav food is lol. Just be careful not to get too comfortable as it can be taken away any second. Be ready for change regardless the satisfaction you may feel. Be grateful and humble, always. Give to others and the universe will gladly give back to you. Share your light, but take care of yourself too, as there's vampire suckers out there. 

DOn't forget to practice your breathing cycles today, it'll help you in maaanny ways. Trust me.(: Don't trust strangers though, not without good reason anyway. haa